Tonight was amazing. Met up with B after she got off work, then went to her place. We watched 'The L Word' (2.5 episodes) and then my parents were coming to get me so we went to her front hall and ended up making out for 15 minutes. She makes me so happy, I love being with her. <3

I seem to fall apart more and more every coming day. My head is aching, and I'm drowning inside every time I let myself think.

Plus, I'm afraid of all that I've done to ruin things.